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unusual question: flying when traversing steps of love/light? unusual question
has anyone every had this feeling of 'flying' when traversing the steps of love/light?
i mean, this is like traversing the steps of love/light very quickly and going very fast like you are flying?
p.s.
the steps of light are whiter than white,
the heat is like a midday sun on you
the love is like the warmth of a midday sun
primordial sound vibrations http://www.lawofone.info/results.php?sea...h_type=any
I would like to share something that I think I unraveled, and have just entered it, or re-entered, into the human consciousness by sharing with others of like mind.
After googling the alphabets of both sanskrit/hebrew I used you tube to get the pronunciations of the letters and vowels. When returning to the above link I then realized that Ra was referring to the vowels only.
When combining the vowels of both languages I realized that there are eleven in total: three short sounding and eight long sounding. The three short sound vibrations are a, e, and o. I believe these are the three primordial sounds passed along by the Logos and YHWH.
namaste
so give us the goods on homecoming ya'll we want to hear from the attendees. im all ears
staying true to your integrity all of us on the planet are in what i would call the cosmic scrub rinse
and spin cycle. none of us is exempt. stuff comes up out of the blue
into our lives and we look at it and say huh where the heck did that
come from. we have been battered and bruised from pillar to post and and
soon as we get a chance to take a breather the next round comes up
for us. fun isn't it --NOT.
i think the important thing in all of this is stay true to what we know to be
the right thing to do. dont let any of this stuff that we are going thru
get us to act contrary to who we are or to do something that we will
regret later. did u ever do something and as soon as you did it u knew
right away "i shouldnt have done that". i certainly have lots of times.
we are in that type of situation right now and it would be very easy for
all of us to say at some point "screw it i give up i cant do this anymore"
don't give up. fight fight fight and u will emerge victorious. a glorious
future awaits those who stand fast. in one of the hyms i know it says
"truehearted wholehearted loyal and faithful". what wonderful qualities those are for this time period.
sir winston churchill once gave a speech before the english parliament
which consists of the house of lords and the house of commons, during
a very dark and dismal time for the english people. and he rallied his
country and his countrymen and after the speech he was surrounded
by his peers and as they stood there u could hear them say
"here here" which is a very british way for saying i am with you with
both heart and hand and mind and soul.
so what i say now is "here here" we are here to support one another
thru thick and thin. we are not going anywhere and the divine is not
going anywhere and together, hand in hand and heart in heart we
shall support one another till the glorious day dawns
norral
telepathy this is probably going to sound a bit odd, particularly as i write for a living, but lately i've been feeling so strongly the inadequacy of words and a need for telepathy - especially on these forums. reading some of the posts here, i don't have words for a reply, but i feel myself send packets of energy or information in response
oddly i don't feel this and i'm not stuck for words on the other forum that i participate in
i've always felt that telepathy was natural, that i should be able to deposit complicated thoughts and emotions, or the very essence of my innerness, with other people for them to extract whatever is most relevant for them. that's not what's happening here but perhaps the loosening of some sort of barrier?
anyone experiencing anything comparable?
RE: "Whats The Buzz...Tell Me Whats a Happenin" Post script: "Whats The Buzz...Tell Me Whats a Happenin" has been moved to "Science and Technology."
With that in mind, forgive me for posting here again, but I thought it might garner a quicker reassessment in the attempt. It was not my intention to suggest that every (or any for that matter) article or video in any way be of scientific interest only as relates to the LOO, this in spite of the fact that the ones I chose as examples were.
Articles of interest could be on any topic as relates to the LOO. Perhaps a better place than "Life on Planet Earth" may be better suited, but certainly not "Science and Technology" for what is meant to be offered for what might prove interesting as relates to the LOO as regards current findings? I was thinking more in the way of creating a repository, if you will, for resource to stimulate thought regarding the LOO, as much as which to refer to.
I of course defer to your judgment in the hopes that it is better seen what I meant as a suggestion and offer. Just food for thought meant as assistance and participatory suggestion?
Please feel free to delete this as it is meant as a note only...
L/L
Q
Humanity is driving me insane...help!! I feel like I can't take much more of humanity. I have tried and tried and tried to serve others, and it gets me almost nowhere. Those I help - even those who *ask* for my help - eventually turn on me (with great venom) when they are taken out of their comfort zones. I've had all kinds of crazy experiences. One long-time dear friend became a born again Christian and suddenly told me I was a demon and she actually cast some kind of spell on me in the name of Jesus. ??? Another guy told me I was the literal "Jezebel" spoken of in the scriptures and I was to be feared and avoided. I don't even know what I did to these people. They just don't like something I share, and suddenly our friendship goes to ****. ~~zap~~
When I left organized religion, I lost all my friends in the church. ("friends"?) My own mother changed her views about me and our relationship is forever altered (for the worse).
I had somebody anonymously report me for child abuse and neglect a month ago. They did it out of spite, hatred, cowardice, and I don't understand how anybody could falsely claim such things. It took us, friends and family by total shock, disbelief and surprise. The charges were soon dropped when the investigators saw that we are wonderful parents, and we got glowing reports from everybody that was interviewed. But it still hurt me that there are human beings out there that *purposely* do this kind of stuff to other humans and are cowards to not even come forward as themselves. I am baffled as to why somebody would even think to do this to me. I would lay awake at night and wail like a dying animal - I was so sad about it. I found out it was done by a lady in the community who has a reputation for being addicted to pain and drama. I was her most recent victim. I have felt such hatred towards her for this and it has shocked me because the degree of hatred is so intense. I have actually had fantasies of tearing her face off and other disgusting things - I couldn't believe a human being could do this to another human. What kind of person am I?????
It seems like the last few months have been so trying - like humanity is falling apart all around me. My limits have been tested so intensely. I have been taught over and over again to love ALL people unconditionally. I have been taught that we are all one. I have been taught to serve others.
But I feel "spit out". I feel defeated. I feel worn out to the core. I can't seem to love unconditionally. I'm so tired of being abused by others (especially those I have been very devoted to and helped through thick and thin) - I feel like I am "spent"...like I don't have an ounce of love left in me. I have become bitter, hateful (very hateful), and lately I even cuss like a sailor as I describe my feelings towards people. Maybe I really AM Jezebel - whoever that is. Maybe I really AM a demon. Maybe they're all right. I don't like who I seem to have become.
My situation is, I know I need to blow it off and not take it personally. I know that I need to love unconditionally. I know that I need to SERVE. I know that we are "all one" and when I hate others, I hate myself. I know all of these things LOGICALLY. But I can't seem to burn them into my heart. Right now I hate so many human beings and when I see stuff they do and say, I hate them all the more. Even on places like Facebook, people b!tch and moan about others who don't spell words right! Don't people have anything better to do than criticize each others' spelling and grammatical talent? I saw one lady today who posted something about Steven Hawking because he doesn't believe in God. She said, "It's sad that the miracle we call life and birth got wasted on this pathetic little thing of a man. I hope God squishes him like the bug that he is. Now excuse me while I go throw up!"
.....I was floored.
I feel like I am not part of this group called humanity. I feel like I don't fit in. I feel so alienated from all of them. I know I should love them, but they disgust me. I even disgust myself because I am so much a human myself. I am judging them for being judgmental - how pathetic.
I have this intense fear that I am "not going to make it"...the same fear I had when I was in organized religion. I GREATLY fear that when we "shift", I'll be sitting in the bleachers, wishing I could join the "righteous" people ...if only I had loved more, served more, been more unconditional in my service. Then I live in terror of having to do a life like this one all over again - and worse yet, another 26,000 years of 3D hell. I don't even know how to function anymore. I've learned I can't serve these people and be amongst them. Isn't there a way I can serve them without having to talk to them or interact with them? I don't want to be left behind.
I want to love...I really do. Why can't I? WHY??? I feel like I am literally going to go crazy from all of this. I've just laid out all my dirty laundry. Can you help me...anyone? It seems I'm nearly at the end of my rope.
Kristy the wicked witch
Choosing in the Moment McAllen, Texas. An old sedan drove up, abruptly stopped. We could hear the door shut behind us.
"Hey! Hey. Amigo..."
Neither of us could understand what the Hispanic man was trying to say, but from the appearance of soiled clothing, unkept hair, and reavealing a few quarters, nickels, and dimes on his palms, we knew he was asking for money. In that brief moment I had two recollection of similar events:
Saint Louis, Missouri. The scene witnessed was at Greyhound Bus station where a man approached another elderly gentleman requesting to "break" his Five dollar bill in exchange for 5 One dollar bills. More than happy to oblige, the elder fished his pocket, his attention focused on rummaging through the wallet. He found his Ones, but soon discovered his other bills, credit cards, and ID., along with the wallet missing--snatched away by the same person who asked for the service. He ran off. He ran fast. He ran far before the unsuspecting gentleman could collect himself from disbelief.
Winslow, Arizona. Someone knocked on my driver-side door at a Wal-Mart lot. His plea for money was less than convincing largely due to poor acting and insincerity. So I tested him; I offered him bread and soup. He didn't care about those, only the money interests him. It was clear I was just another client in his daily routine on the "job." After more failed attempts to get any cash from me, he snickered, then blew past with the "F-off" gesture.
"I can't help you." I shook my head.
I shook my head. We declined him and went about our ways into the restaurant where we sat and asked ourselves why we had denied a fellow being. Couldn't answer, residing all else but love/compassion in the moment--conditional love over unconditional love. My brother ran back outside to find him. He was no where to be found.
-Regulus
Logically Speaking... So...lately I've been in the process of confronting my shadow self in a rather abrupt way. Because of various events in my life I've been forced to not only discover but dive deeply into my own inner darkness. This is something I’ve gone through on numerous occasions, but never have I been able to look at myself with such an honest perspective. In the past I’ve always tended to blame these negative thoughts and feelings on other people, life circumstances or evil entities hiding in my closet.
However, I’ve come to realize that if I do not address these issues with a completely honest, objective disposition I am going to become so consumed by this struggle that I am going to lose my grip on reality and no longer be able to function in this program we call life. I’ve discovered a lot of dark thoughts that, as much as I sometimes wish they were, were not planted in my head by demons, nor were they forced upon me by any circumstance that would allow me to play the victim. They were created by my own emotions and inner turmoil, and by repressing them for decades now they have practically gained their own consciousness. Still, though this dark being inside of me seems so foreign, I can no longer deny the fact that it is simply a facet of my own soul that I have chosen to ignore.
In attempting to accept this part of myself, I’ve had to come to some realizations. One of those is that I simply like the dark side better. It doesn’t necessarily seem fun, but it seems like something I could adapt to better than all of these randomly exploding emotions and frustrating attempts to understand why other people do what they do. The discipline and control...those appeal to me a lot. The dark magic...that appeals to me even more. Many of the abilities I already possess would help me greatly on this path, while I have to discard them completely while following the STO path. If you look at it as a simple logical equation, I should be signing my name on the STS roster right now.
So there’s logic for you. But, in spite of all that, for some reason, I’m still here, trying to be STO. Why? When I look at it in my head, this path seems harder. It seems more painful, and utterly frustrating a great deal of the time. But something pushes me toward the light path, even if I kick and scream along the way. Something in my heart refuses to die, and perhaps it is my inability to bring myself to cut that something out of myself that brings me here.
I care about people, damn it, even though half the time I don’t want to. I don’t understand them. Many of them hurt me and think nothing about it. But still I care and that’s just how it is. I couldn’t not care if I tried. Perhaps it’s my empathetic nature...if I can feel the pain of others, how can I not have compassion? If I hurt them, I truly hurt myself in a literal sense. If I were to cut someone open, my flesh would feel their wound as well. Sometimes it seems like a cruel joke, but then I wonder if it was something I chose to have in a last ditch attempt to reverse a negative polarity that I’ve been building for lifetimes. Something, somewhere along the way, has pierced that shield and stabbed straight into my heart. It hurts when love gushes out like blood, but once you’ve felt true, unconditional love, how can you ever go back?
This has caused me a tremendous deal of confusion. I was content in believing that, after awakening and discovering the joy of universal love, that I could simply ride the wave all the way into the next density, but now I’ve realized that there is much balancing work to be done. I can’t simply stomp out my darker nature and pretend to be a saint. I have to accept all of myself...even the parts that have desires and motivations that my waking consciousness finds frightening. And then, somehow, I have to smoosh all of that together into one thing that somehow will come out at one end or the other...it seems like from this perspective that a person would always just be caught in the middle.
In the end, the best way I have been able to handle it is to once again take up logic, and turn it into a sort of mathematical formulation. I’ve added up the pros and cons of both sides after studying both of them in depth, and in the end, STO seems, in the long run, more logical, productive and beneficial to both myself and those around me, even if the ride there is more bumpy. So I take the logical choice and keep on the STO path...but that sounds so cold. Is it possible to be a positive person, not because emotion has moved you to that polarity, but because it seems like a solid choice that will produce sound results? Much confusion indeed...
Whatever I am at the moment, I know this:
The sight of a beautiful sunset can still move me to tears.
Seeing other people happy makes me happy.
I realize that both light and shadow are necessary to maintain the cycles of the universe, and I accept that all is perfect in its own right.
I have a love for my Creator that will not die, in spite of any dark feelings I have, any negative choices I make, any paths I take or any traumas I suffer. Whatever my feelings on the matter, this love is more potent than any other force acting upon my person, and I cannot deny it in any way, no matter how hard I may try.
In the end, I guess I’m just me, as always. I just wanted to share these feelings, as I feel they have played an immense role in my discovery of self and a higher power. Sorry for the long post, yall.
Where we lead... Hello fellow seekers,
I have posted occasionally, but often have difficulty opening up about my personal life...So I have decided to post a very personal story in hopes that it may touch someone or offer hope or faith where and when it may be needed. (which for me is often in this confusing world)
My daughter "S" was 17 years old when this happened last year. It was a trying time for me and my family and most assuredly for her. S has had some difficulty in her teen years and was not dealing with it very well. She was running away from home, cutting herself and drinking to the point of passing out or blacking out. As a mother I was trying to do everything I could to reach her and help her out of the dark place she had gotten herself into...But she seemingly did not want my help. So one night after she had run away (again) I was meditating and praying for her to be safe and asking for guidance.
As I laid in bed trying to meditate, (which is difficult for me when I am upset) I heard a bong, like a ringing of a bell...I heard it as if it was coming from within the room (not in my head) on my right side. I opened my eyes and looked to the right searching for the source of such a strange sound in my room in the middle of the night. Then I heard it again but this time it was more like a flute or small wind instrument. I sleep with a fan on at night and it sounded like it was coming from my fan. It was very strange.
My husband who was asleep right next to me heard nothing and kept snoring. Then it was repeated slowly methodically every few seconds and seemed to be gaining a tempo...I closed my eyes and relaxed- listening to this beautiful sound. Then I started to recognize a pattern and began humming along. Finally it formed into a song that I have heard thousands of times before and it was so simple and beautiful I sat there in awe of the message...The song was "Mary Had a Little Lamb".
I started singing along and began to cry as I thought of my daughter. The realization that I could do nothing but Love her and lead by example was a wake up call. But the line..."Everywhere that Mary went- the Lamb was sure to go." gives me hope and faith that if we lead with the loving light those who need a little help are sure to find it.
I have tried very hard to remember this lesson, not only with my children but also with friends, family, and the world.
Thanks for reading and please feel free to comment and add your thoughts.
:heart:zanny
Thoughts on Freemasonry I was drawn to the Law of One after stumbling upon Hidden_Hands posts about a year ago, that time was a period of great confusion for me and while
I will spare you my life story (Maybe I'll bring it up in another thread!) I will say that reading the Law of One has completely changed my life. It is as though a magic switch has been flipped and my life is unfolding in an amazing fashion.
Anyway I have petitioned to become a Freemason and it was granted... It is something I have been quite excited about and my initiation is set in a couple of months. As I wait I figured I would log in and ask you guys what your thoughts on this are. Thanks!
suffering another view since suffering is a major theme to me and is of great importance to me
i have spent a lot of time thinking about it. the issue for me is resolving
the image of a loving compassionate god with the idea of so so many
people suffering here . so here are some of the conclusions i have come to
they are the only thing that makes sense to me
we live many many many lives many thousands maybe millions i dont know but definitely many
we choose the life we are going to live when we come here it is not
imposed on us as some form of punishment.
we are here for the experience of life itself be it a life that is viewed
as happy or as sad we chose to experience it
our lives are not linear we jump around one time we might be very rich
the next life abjectly poor again we are here for the experience
the experience that we gain is added to the common pool for use by
the entity that is known as humanity.
i know this might be common knowledge for some but for me it is an
important breakthru and i thought i would share it
norral
Shen Yun Performance I attended the Shen Yun performance this past week at the Kennedy Center and let me tell you... it left me speechless. I was wondering if anyone else here has seen it and what you thought about it.
I was stunned watching it, the whole message was about waking up, about helping wake others from this false reality we have made for ourselves. And it also spoke of the future and how we were all incarnated to help and how we had to wake up and remember why we are here.
Shen Yun
The people I went with left confused, wondering why it sounded so religious
I thought it was amazing!
Meditation tips? I have been trying to meditate for quite a while now. My mind is just racing most of the time while doing so and almost like clockwork when I am finally calming something clicks, makes noise, car alarm goes off, etc.
What are some things that help you meditate and how exactly do you know if you are doing it right?
Yesterday I tried to force myself to meditate for so long my legs had gone numb and it was quite painful when I was trying to move
Oh and one last thing, how can I remove the weird feeling I get like something is watching me while I try to meditate
Some personal moments Yesterday I found this site when searching L/L Research but when i was reading some material on the L/L Research site i had a overwhelming sense of emotion. First off it was giggles i could not control like some think had ringed true with me. But then they got much more intense to the point where i could no longer read had to lay down then i burst into tears.
I could not stop like a river flowing i started to find it hard to breath that is when i asked for help then all of a sudden i felt at ease but like some think was telling me don't move a muscle don't roll over in bed do not move a single muscle. So i did just that laid there for the next few minutes and felt a overwhelming sense of peace and comfort like some one was sitting there beside stroking my right arm saying very think will be ok.
Love
Craig
Cosmic energies-on your birth Hello all!
I have started a similar thread at a larger forum and it has gone over very well. I want to offer the same here to you all for anyone interested.
I have found a new passion in the last couple years and I would like to share it with others as well as offer to anyone that is interested, the positions of the cosmos on your birthday.
Once upon a time Astrology and Astronomy went hand in hand.
A couple thousand years ago...some men found it to be wise (convenient) to 'fix' the zodiac wheel....for the use of astrology.
This caused Astrology and Astronomy to no longer walk together side by side.
Astrology once used the 'observations' of the stars to tell people about their cosmic energy or their 'cosmic print' that they were born with.
There are many blunders of 'fixing' something that is forever changing. If the zodiac wheel always remained the same....we would never have a 'changing of ages'.
Every 72 years, due to the wobble of Earth, the Sun seems to move through the sky, changing slowly its positions within a year.
When I discovered that this was so, that the suns positions change due to Earths wobble over time...I discovered that I was not a Virgo like Astrology had told me all of my life...but the sun was really in Leo on my birth, through true observation of the sky (astronomy). The day I found this out...I walked outside that night to find Leo....and I later looked the positions up again to find that the day I discovered this, Saturn was conjuncting the heart of the Lion, Regulus, the heart of Leo (my real sign). I had to ask myself, is this just happenstance? The things that followed in my life after this are a number of experiences that religion nor science can seem to explain. I also again, had to ask myself, is this happenstance that such great things followed after this discovery.
I use a software called Stellarium to find out the TRUE positions of the cosmos, anyone can download the software themselves but I would like to offer to anyone interested the TRUE positions of the cosmos, on their birth. Or you can look it up for yourself and posts it here to share with all of us.
I do warn though, it may not agree with the sign you were raised thinking you are. It may bring catalysts to you, showing you what you need to work on in your life.
I dont really offer readings...because just like anything in life....we are to look within of what things mean for us. I can make suggestions if asked to do so and I know there are other great lights here that can offer great suggestions of what something may mean...but ultimately, this is YOUR cosmic path.
Just need your birthday....a time is best...but not totally needed. The only real difference a time can make is the moon moves fast, where it is in the morning will be different from where it is in the evening...so even just a general 'morning, afternoon, or evening' is good.
Can also give several dates if you wish to find out children's and other family and friends as well. If you have a date in history that you would like to observe, I can do that as well.
I can also give you the positions of future dates...so dont be shy to just throw some dates out there.
If I can figure out a way to post images here at this forum, I can give you images of what the position of the Sun was as well.
I would like to add, this is not for horoscopes...we are of all the signs. I believe the circle of the Sun's path is like a mechanical gear system, when you observe a sphere at the place of your birth....its like you are realigning your inner clock within you.
I am working on taking what I have learned about how astrology became a fixed object of imaginary images in the sky....the zodiac wheel does not reflect the true night sky we observe. I believe the ancients did not ever intend on fixing the wheel the way man has done. Often, astrology signs will still resonate with a person because I believe the signs astrology gives is your past sign from a past life. You carry into this life those energies....your true sign though, offers most likely what may not come easily in this life, it offers you things to work on, sometimes, the parts of us we dont like to face or work on.
My path has not been the same since I discovered all of this, I feel deeply it is my purpose in this life to being this forward to others.
If anything, try it out for fun....
All my best
Lynette
Here is a run down of my energy, using what could of been observed in the true sky....not a fixed wheel that never changes.
So here is mine....8-30-75 morning
Sun rises in Leo (my fathers sign)
Pluto, Mercury, and Uranus in Virgo (my old sign/astrological sign).
Jupiter (king of planets)in Pisces (our current age).
Mars (healer) and the Moon (reflective light) in Taurus (my mothers sign).
Saturn (counselor) in Cancer.(Saturn was in my Leo sign when I first discovered all of this and stepped outside to observe Leo).
Venus sits outside the wheel in Sextans (this is a interesting sign).
I grew up thinking by astrology me and my father were Virgos. Virgos fit us very well for the early part of our lives. Virgo would of been our signs if we would of been born 2000 years ago (hence my theory for past/old signs).
My mother is a true Taurus (only 20% of people's signs will match using astrology and astronomy, that is how much the positions have changed in the last 2000 years). She is a Taurus in Astrology and Astronomy. My theory in that is this....some repeat a sign when they still have things to work on from a past life.
You dont have to use my theory of past and old signs or even what any of the spheres mean....you must seek within, this is a personal path that other people cant tell you what it means, I can only offer you suggestions if you wish. I also think there are things in some peoples positions that show they are no longer bonded to the 'cycle' of incarnation...but have came here on their own will.
Something I personal have a connection to is Saturn...I feel Saturn is the counselor. When you can step outside and observe Saturn and meditate on the energies it offers, it can offer you things you need to face, it can offer you ways to face it and comfort while facing those things. I feel I even had a visit from what I call 'elders' when observing Saturn. It was a very awesome experience.
I also dont see Mars as a trouble maker or war. I see Mars as a healer, or showing a need for healing. If its in someones past sign, I feel it shows they are still healing form catalysts they had to face in their past life.
These are just my personal observations through experiences, what things mean for me can likely not be what they mean for another.
Also I do not mean any disrespect to astrology.....Im not here to debate about it. Im only sharing where I have been guided in the last few years in case it is something of interests to others.
I think the modern form of astrology is really out of balance. I dont believe in a person telling another person what something means to them and I dont believe in using the cosmos for predictions. Its a realigning of the self....offering a true perspective of the night sky at peoples births.
Often astrology will say....the Sun is in such and such sign....but we can look up in the sky and see it is NOT in that sign astrology says it is.
I do enjoy debating about it...but we can do that in another thread. Im not here to cause ripples in the water with anyone that follows astrology, but my path has led me down a different way and I feel I need to offer it to others.
You can take a look at the link below and see a chart if you scroll down...
There are 3 sections in the chart...
1) Tropical zodiac positions (this is what is used in modern astrology today)
2) Sidereal zodiac (it does acknowledge the tilt of the Earth, causing the signs to be somewhat different from the Tropical, but it still does not acknowledge that the Sun travels through 13 signs nor does it acknowledge that the constellations are of different amounts of space in the sky.
3) Sun is in constellation (this is pretty close to where the Sun is at in the night sky by true observance, but even it is slowly going to be out of sync over time). It also wont tell you if you were born on a cusp or not...none of these charts show if you were born on a cusp, but I can offer that.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sidereal_astrology
Heavens above is a great site also, it will tell you what sign the Sun, Moon, and all the planets are in day by day. This is what I started with....I would go to astrology sites to see where they said the Sun, Moon, and planets were each day...then I would go to heavens above and see the differences in what astronomy offers.
Example is that astrology say the Sun will move into Virgo on Aug. 23....but anyone can look at heavensabove.com and see it will still be in Leo, and actually the Sun will be conjuncting Regulus, the heart of the Lion, on the 23rd with still a ways to go in Leo before it will enter Virgo.
Earthsky tonight also offers true positions and is a great site to follow daily...spaceweather. com will sometimes talk about what sign a planet or moon is in and is accurate as well. What I am using and the sites I use are science based....not imaginary wheels. I have a wheel I have made and will post it in a min...Im figuring out how to post images. I think you all will like this wheel (even you astrologist!)
http://c2.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/image...4585f9.gif
The above is a link to see the wheel I am using.
It has the tropical wheel on the inside, the sidereal wheel in the middle of the tropical and astronomical wheel, and the outside wheel is the astronomical wheel that I use. I can mark a line on it to show why astrology says you are one sign, why sidereal says you are one sign and why astronomy shows you are one sign. Some of the signs may agree and disagree.
Is there a way I can embed the image so I can mark wheels for people and show it here without doing the link???
The presence- Being aware of YOU During my everyday life, i have this awareness with me, it hardly shuts off,
i really have to resist well being to get that to happen.
When some catalyst happens, i feel emotion, any emotion, but i am constantly aware of ME all the time.
When i feel love, i am ware, wen i feel annoyed, i am ware, when i feel fear, i am aware.
It usually dissolves negative emotions as well. Not always and when it does not i am glad all the same because i can experience me in a different way.
I feel like ME.
ME you know ?
Non judgmental, unconditional awareness, Love, Creation and Stillness.
That is why I AM here and always will be, Everything always will BE.
Thanks for reading this.
E
dream weaver http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gqCwXBtOV...re=related
This is not about the video, just thought it would be good background music with an interesting final fantasy VII backdrop.
A few years ago I was just about to wake up when I stopped in between the dream state and semi-consciousness. The dream ended but what came into my vision was a golden mosaic of letters, numbers and symbols. As I watched the mosaic the letters, numbers and symbols appeared to detach from this quadrilateral figure and disperse in the space surrounding it. Eventually the entire mosaic dissolved itself in this fashion.
After some thought, contemplation, meditation, I determined that this was a program from my Higher-Self or some similar intelligence, and that it was downloaded into my subconscious mind while asleep. Then it is played out while in the dream state. Like a you tube video download, and then someone, somewhere hits play.
Some years went by and the same thing happened again just this week. Only this time the mosaic pattern was not small. It was about the size of my bedroom ceiling, and there were several patterns all being played out at the same time.
Does this make sense to anyone?
Has anyone had similar experiences?
namaste
Did anything of planetary scale happen in the last 1.5 days ? 1.5 Days ago, or 1 day ago etc ? Or in the last week ?
i am seeing a lot of stuff around me from people and with their lives.
did some solar wave arrive, this, that, or spiritual gate or something opened or, anything ?
tipping point I had an experience about 3 weeks ago that I meant to post about but never did, so my details are a bit forgotten. I was sitting on the edge of the bed talking to my girlfriend about something, I don't remember what, when suddenly each moment started connecting to each next moment in a very surreal way. The veil was coming down, and the illusion was about to cease to exist. I felt the urge to cry, but i knew if I did, it would reach a tipping point and the world would end right there and then. I wasn't ready for that, so I fought it off. I fought off the urge to cry so I would not loose the illusion. I wasn't ready to do that. I suppose the catalyst that set my off was that my dog died two days before, and it was my fault because she had gotten into some rat bait that I had put out. (nothing personal against rats, just rat poop) I felt really bad about my dogs death and my role, but I felt worse that I didn't feel bad enough, and I was ashamed of it.
This tipping point sensation was exactly the same as in my wanderer post here:
http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=594
I felt the urge to cry exactly in the same way as in that post. I was also feeling the same sort of "orchestrated" series of events about to occur. I knew exactly what was about to happen, and as beautiful and wonderful I knew it would be, I just couldn't bring myself to give up my life right then and there while sitting on the edge of the bed. I was afraid about it. I knew how to find the light, but you gotta go down in the dark hole first right after you cease to exist in the illusion. yikes. I had to stop thinking about it, wanting to cry,and especially before I started pondering the Divine choice, which I knew was coming. The dynamics of this question are very odd. You both know the question, and know the question not at the same time. You are always trying to answer it desperately. When you cant hear the question clearly, you say in your mind "what? pardon?!" then when you sort of hear the question, in your mind you say "I don't understand!", and when you finally hear the question you say "Please no! Please no! I don't know! I don't know!" and down the hole you go. At some point it flips, and you find yourself in the light with the perfect answer to the question, which is basically the essence of love.
I didn't want to do all that, but it was coming on spontaneously. I could barely control it. I barely stopped it. I know I'll have to do it again, but why today? After I got a hold of myself, I had some pretty neat insights about us wanderers and why we are here. Sadly, I don't remember them except that I knew I needed to stay right here and finish my work, which isn't done yet. I also had a realization that many, MANY STO wanderers are the soldiers fighting the wars of this density. Fighting a war doesn't sound very STO, but in this case it is. This density's m/b/s dream up the war, the wanderer fights the war to protect the native density m/b/s from being in the war they dreamed up. Kind of sick, but that's how it works more or less.
I'm fearful of this spontaneous enlightenment thing, this tipping point. Has anyone heard of that before? This is the 3rd time for me looking over the edge, and not jumping.
I wonder if this is how harvest will work.
Re-reading the "Ra Material" I read the Ra material long ago and back then now that I think of it, I had no idea what Ra was talking about in fact only was peaking into a light that was far to bright for me. As if looking at knowledge through a veil.
I decided about 3 weeks ago to reread the Law of One, and so far as of page 50 (have been reading it slowly) I can say that I have learned so much It's amazing! I'll even probably reread it again in the future.
Anyways, I am writing this as a recommendation of rereading the Law of One yes all the books as it may give a slightly more enlightened slant on the message trying to be conveyed.
Any comments on your experiences of rereading it would be cool to.
and Light. Peace
pakistan and a compassionate God The region's worst flooding in 80 years has affected 14 million people and killed 1,600, according to the UN.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-south-asia-10961640
diving into the unknown one thing for sure in these times is uncertainty. it seems like life
can throw us twists and turns out of the blue. i believe we make it a lot
easier when we let go and trust. none of us know for sure exactly what is
coming, we all have feelings, but we dont know for sure. i am convinced
that there is a benign force working in everyone's life and if we trust it
it will lead us into the most beneficial place for us. prayer and meditation
help to tap into this force and faith gives it room to act in our lives.
bottom line we have everything we need to succeed and trust is the
key that opens the door for us
norral
Meditation When I meditate I usually close my eyes so I can try to let me mind become open. At first its just one solid background of just black with specs.....then after a couple minutes the background starts to move...like what it looks to me is energy going across my view in all different directions one after another.....
And with the meditation I usually like I said have my eyes closed but while they are closed I can open them. Thats when I see the energy around my view. Can anyone share their thoughts .
Love,
Steve
Self-esteem / Confidence Heya guys, how's it goin? Well, I hope! (If not, what's up?)
A series of events have unfolded this summer revealing to me that I'm quite insecure and unconfident and that I have low self-esteem. I've done some work on it in the past, and it's a bit better, but deep down I still have problems in these areas... At the moment I'm actively making a salad, but more importantly I'm searching via Google/Yahoo/etc methods on improving myself in these areas.
Literally just now something came up that also reminded me that I have built some hefty defenses to block out my insecurities - my dad and sister just left for two and a half weeks and I actually miss them and told them I miss them - not normal for me to come even remotely close to talking about my emotions openly. Actually it's not even normal for me to miss my family, but I digress!
Basically I was wondering two things:
Have you guys any experience in these areas? What have you done in these areas for yourselves? Have any advice, or know of anything that anyone you know has done? Suggestions for me? Etc
Do you guys know of any material in the LOO books or in the channellings library that addresses these points? I don't doubt there's stuff in the latter area, but I've yet to find it...
Much love
Vibration I have been feeling vibrations all over my body everyday...sometimes it can get so high my body feels numb like i cant feel it. The vibrations make me feel amazing!!......can anyone share
Thank You,
Steve
Huuuuuge weight on me today its as if my feet are punching holes on the ground where they rest. i am wondering whether there is anyone having the same kind of pressure/weight on them today, or it is due to my personal circumstances, summer etc ?
Interesting video Advertising from the BBC....or is it?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OT5jQCaM...r_embedded
Richard
5D negative question In reading some other posts, I had to wonder if all wanderers came from a higher positive, or if there are some negative wanderers.
So let's say that a negative wanderer's home was from 5D.
If they were harvested negative, they would go back to 5D?
I just hope that there isn't going to be an accidental mixup and I end up in a 5D negative world.
If 4D negative is fierce where everyone is fighting one another, it makes me wonder how much more intense 5D negative would be. Are there any comparisons?
I don't know why I just now had this fear of going to 5D negative suddenly come up on me. Ok, well, not really a fear, but a curiosity of how bad 5D would be.
Solar Tsunami to Strike Earth Tonight This should be a neat lightshow tonight. Just came across this article.
http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2010/08/0...un-waking/
flow, forgiveness and freedom it has become abundantly clear recently that we are being called to
absolutely surrender into the flow of our loves(i was going to put
lives here but somehow i like loves better). immersed in the river of
life we are just so much happier when we let go completely ,surrender
and enjoy the ride. it is suprising what we can accomplish when we
do this in every area of our lives.
forgiveness is something that we essentially do for ourselves not others
so much. once we forgive and let go and just move on we are free
no longer being forced to see something negative about someone but
free to see the beauty which lies in every soul and free to fully
express the love that wells up in our hearts and needs to be
expressed. unexpressed love makes us fat lol. how do i know that
i just do lol.
this whole game leads us to a greater feeling of freedom and a greater
capability to express the love and the light in our soul. we gain nothing
from dwelling in the past and dwelling on past hurts and justifying
to ourselves why we should hold a grudge. now is just so the time
to move on. the reward for doing this is radiant joy
norral
The River Hello everyone. I havn't posted much in the last month and I'd like to show you why. I noticed that I was posting mostly about things that bother me, The oil leak, vaccines, people pissing me off, ect. One month ago today I went down to the river to meditate on helping the oil leak and the planet in general. I thought that maybe I could use the river as an amplifier and it would carry my thoughts. So I went on my bike and brought my camera.
I live five minutes by bike from the St. Lawrence river. I've lived here for five years and only went down there a couple of times before. This time when I went down, a relationship with me and the river started. I'm addicted to it now. I have to go down there at least a couple times a week. I feel great when I'm there and the feeling lasts when I get back for the evening. It's like it charges my batteries! To me, it is a magical place, especially when I live in a big city with all the daily annoyances that come with it.
So, I thought I would share some of the beauty and my adventures at "The River".
Some body made these cement moulds and put them on some rocks.
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One of the docks.
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There are many paths that lead to the river.
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Much more to come. I hope you all enjoy. Questions and comments are always welcome.
Some of the wildlife.
Ducklings with momma.
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The ever elusive (when I want a picture) Great Blue Heron.
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The Common Tern. These guys are amazing to watch fish. They dive right in!!!
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Some Canada geese hanging out.
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This spot on the river holds significant interest for me. and is where I started my "Waterwalking, Island hopping" adventures. More pics comming from this area!!! Dangerous beautifull and lots of fun. I have the bruises to prove it!
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Synchronicity Galore I've had the typical one or two synchronicities a day for some time.
Today has been something else entirely.
A short distance from home, had a synchronous reading on my odometer (66222.2 miles):
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And today, I've had some 30 or 40 different times of noticing synchronicity in the time, or timecode when watching a video. My attention is drawn. Seeing posts made at 11:11, and other stuff like that.
Been accelerating my energy work lately, so this could be a big part. But have never had so much synchronicity in life. Anyone else have days where it's almost nonstop?
-GW
Stunning New Crop Circle Amazing. Genuine in my humble opinion...
[img]http://www.cropcircleconnector.com/2010/roundwayhill/Oliver's-Castle-21A.jpg[/img]
They are a great place to meditate and feel charged energy - I hope to visit one soon and do just as the people above are :¬)
Edit: mods - any idea why this particular image is not showing up?
The lay is a huge indicator of its origin...
Source
Peace, brothers and sisters
Bliss Just read this from the March 13 2010 Q'uo channeling.
"Joy and bliss are the natural, default settings of the open heart."
This clicked in my head as I remember hearing over and over again from not only Q'uo but also Bashar that if we follow our passion/excitement/joy, then we are doing all we came here to do. It's just that word "default" really struck me. Just thought I would share.
adam and eve in the garden - an insight i was playing with my grandkids the other day when it came to me
what would be paradise for me. paradise would be if i never had to
work never had to leave my family. dont get me wrong i like my work
but i would give it up in a second to be with my family.
i feel that adam and eve were not physical beings. they had no need
to work or to strive but they were free to do what they wanted.
they lived in a different vibrational level than we do. when they
were cast out of the garden God said to them "by the sweat of your
brow you shall earn your daily bread" at that point they became
physical beings with physical needs.
after the ascension we will not be physical beings in this sense anymore.
just sharing something that came to me
norral
Healthy Death A healthy progression from certainty to uncertainty allows for fresh creation and then re-creation. Thus eliminating 'stagnation' — which is tantamount to 'death'. There is nothing so self deceiving as "knowing".
Hence to truly live, we must die.
Forget what you know to remember what you don't.
It's already in you, for whatever we are, is not what we will be. Have faith in this — if NOTHING else. The present is the end of our beginning, and the beginning of our end. ALL of which should be welcomed without reservation.
Letting go of our "self" to find our self requires an artful balance of faith and cynicism. Be faithful in your journey but never be faithful to what you are.
FLOW. Become the river.
After all, It is a merely a Game in the End, which is NOW...
In Love and evoL
UFO over china Just thought I would share some exciting UFO news. A UFO was spotted above Xiaoshan Airport and caused 18 flights to be delayed. It was photographed pretty well too,
http://abcnews.go.com/International/ufo-...d=11159531
Apparently this happend on July 7th. The news link is from July 14th, and I'm hearing about it now on July 23rd so this is a little old. Anyone else hear about this? Pretty cool.
Bell Tones? Is anyone experiencing "Bell Tones"....several times in the last month I have been awakened out of a deep sleep around 3-4AM or so...popped right up in bed, wide awake...from hearing a 2 tone bell. Kind of like a doorbell. My wife never hears it.
Richard
The 'Wounded Healers' among us I found the content in the below mentioned web page on the archetype of the 'Wounded Healer' sublime and beautiful.
http://www.crystalinks.com/woundedhealer.html
I am sure there are many wounded healers traversing these forums. It would be wonderful if a few can share their personal experiences with respect to this archetype.
ET Contact - A 'Hello' from the Universe I'd like to share something with you, as I'm certain it will work for you too.
Recently I've been star gazing for prolonged periods - 30 to 60 minutes - at night (also a perfect time/place for contemplation and reflection). Like many here, I find the stars deeply comforting and feel a strong connection to them.
I will spend 10 to 15 minutes meditating on love, peace and harmony, acting as a beacon for this light, and sharing it over the globe, and then out into space in a focused column. To end the meditation, I add a peaceful, and universal 'hello' to the column of light. I state my openness and willingness to be contacted (in any form) by STO entities in any density, in the love and light of the one infinite Creator. Sometimes the call is specifically to those of The Confederation of Planets.
Shortly afterwards (more often than not), I will see a short, single burst of bright white light. Brighter than any star. A pulse. A confirmation. A hello. It feels like a point of light being shined directly at my consciousness; a focus of consciousness itself. It's accompanied by the feeling of companionship.
After and long and thrilling conversation about the Law of One, I repeated this contact exercise with my closest friend this weekend. We meditated on peace and our desire to be contacted. I first saw the pulse of light, and my friend did not. I pointed to the spot (a laser pen is invaluable when star gazing) a second later and as he looked, it pulsed again in the exact same location, for us both to see this time. A wonderful shared moment.
It's an incredibly rewarding thing to do, as the implications are profound. Either A) an ET ship is sending a signal directly to us, in this density, or B) an ET consciousness (of a higher density) is showing itself within my (our) consciousness. Either way, it's a form of contact, made upon the foundation of love and peace.
We see few planes here, and they are unmistakeable in their movement, appearance and sound. The same goes for shooting stars, helicopters and satellites. This is something else, and it is consistent.
It's also fun and easy to do. I highly recommend that you give it a go, and report back your experiences! :¬)
a question for the board what do u consider to be riches. how do u define that in your life. i think it would be interesting
and helpful to hear the feelings of us, we , this board about this subject.
norral
Law of One communities Does anyone know of any Law of One communities? It would be wonderful to be a part of a community of people who are like minded. (I mean more than this great forum) Kind of like a commune of Law of One people. Everybody has a vested interest and everybody helps with the day to day life. I looked it up on-line and I found one forming in Ontario, Canada. But I'm sure there are more. I just wondered if anyone on the forum knew of any. Thanks for the input.
Renyrat
yes we can and we will yes we can was the theme of the obama campaign and it was meant to
apply to this country and its future. on a deeper level i believe it
applies to each and every soul who is sincerely striving to penetrate the
veil. every day brings us 1 day closer to ascension and every day the
light is 1 day stronger and the dark is 1 day weaker. i have no doubt that
many on this board will visibly manifest the light body for all to see
before the ascension. i have made a total commitment to bringing forth
my own light and to being more and more aware and concious in all i do
each day. the rest i leave in the hands of the divine creator.
i am reminded of the saying that all things work for the good of those who
love and that i believe with all my heart.
norral
Relationships 2nd post
Theres so much love that I feel from this site! Certainly homelike here!
My relationship is dying a death. He's pretty way out himself (shamanic practitioner stuff), but he's suffering because I no longer have the tendancy to do the psychological/subjective level. It's loveliest in my heart, and I've been mostly ripple-free since March, thanks to the first of several particularly amazing out of bod. experiences. From then on, its life has been less and less time orientated, more filled with synchronicity and pleasure. I've naturally gone deeper into yoga/meditaion every day, mostly raw food that I grow, plus nuts and spring water. I've been for years into internal organ cleansing with fastings and herbs, so thats become more present. My vibe feels high, I love it high, it takes maintenance and its SO worth it.
I cannot be in a rel. now, cus I'm free, not limited, and cannot be focussing my love/energy on him to the extent I used to. It would drain me. I have so much love that seems to flood out of me, and it's for everyone, unconditionally. I feel like I cannot do my life purpose as well if he remains attached.
He feels utterly freaked, jealous and all sorts of other things. I can no longer go into his emotional baggage anymore, or be chance being a part of it. It's the time to let go. My mind readily admits that it has no more answers to give, and that its out of it's depth.
All around me, there are people waking up. Sometimes it seems like almost everyone I come into contact with is lifting up, feeling something higher, and having a clearer feeling of Truth. I'm so so excited by this, and feel like letting go of everything and moving fearlessly and deeper into this peace, contentment etc.
My focus has moved in the direction of my friends, especially new friends who I've made since March. My hermit dna now is next to some dna of its opposite! I cannot limit this love, and just want to share it, and anchor us all in light as DKJ says!
How do you feel re. relationships? If you're in one, what changes do you notice?
Cleansing a new dwelling Hi everyone,
I know Ra spoke more than once about cleansing rituals when you are about to take up residence in a new abode. I'll happily look up the quotes myself if there are no takers, but I thought someone here would appreciate the opportunity to offer the service of making a clear and easy to understand list or set of procedures for the cleansing.
We are about to move from Los Angeles to San Francisco. (woohoo!) If it makes any difference, we plan to move in to a rented house. I know that the house has been owned by a single family for over 50 years and from what I can tell it seems to have been a happy family. Our new landlord is one of the many children who grew up in that house. Her mother has now aged to the point where she is more comfortable in a nursing home, and the father passed away some time ago. They refuse to sell the house however as it means so much to them to keep it in their family name. I suspect these are good signs that the house is probably not a hot spot for negative entities. (but who knows for sure?)
I think it would be novel at least to put some of Ra's information to use in a practical fashion, and at best it might make a difference metaphysically if there is indeed any negative friends to be concerned about.
The only possible hitch is that we don't have the time to do any cleansing prior to actually moving in. Whatever cleansing can be done will have to be done with us in the process of moving in.
Thanks so much for any help you can give!
Salt and garlic in hand,
Lavazza
Breaking out of shame with the help of the Law of One, Michael Teachings, and the Enn As I mentioned in my Olio post, I welcome guidance from the moderators about whether this should be in Law of One or Life on Earth.
I continue to explore some of the spiritually-minded systems of psychology that inspire me: the Michael Teachings, and the Enneagram.
The Enneagram explains nine patterns of human behavior, and how people are innately drawn to overusing one of those patterns. At best, we make the most of our own pattern, which is a path to enlightenment in each moment and just one stop in an endless flow of growth using all of the patterns in balance. At worst, each pattern spirals down into a unique form of self-destruction and outward violence, cutting us off from other aspects of our own humanity, and from our inward connection with the Divine. The patterns are numbered one through nine, and the numbering does not indicate any kind of value judgment or ranking.
I have Enneagram type 4. This type can feel alienated, usually emotionally disconnected from both parents since childhood, and by extension, from relationships, society, and God. Recognizing that there should be a connection but that connection is missing, type 4 assumes that the absence of connection is also felt by those who should be in a positive, loving, heartfelt relationship.
The relationships that should be present and positive, but instead don't exist with that positivity, could be at any level of experience. Parent and child, friend to friend, love, family, teamwork, society, culture, relatives, community, angels, aliens and God... all seem distant and cut off. Other relationships are screwed up because the initial relationship at the core of human existence isn't as it should be.
The type 4 adult is the older experience of a child who lacks a sense of a parent's consistently good enough attentive love, compassionate acceptance, and desire to nurture and protect. Assuming that the parent also feels the lacks of this relationship, not able to put into words what's desired going back before language is learned, the child tries to comprehend why the parent would not want this type of relationship.
In some cases, such as my own, years of intense inner work and outward research and therapy lead to this conclusion: the parents didn't miss that relationship, nor choose to withhold it. They were simply too immature, broken, sick, injured, and/or overwhelmed with their own problems, to be able to offer it.
It's not that the parents dined at a luxurious feast of loving mutuality from which the children were excluded. The parents also starved, because that food of love was not on their own table either. It was in the buffet of life, but the parents didn't scoop up that satisfying food and fill their plates with it. Spiritually, the parents scooped up the soggy, bitter, tasteless old leftovers. They didn't even see the good food was available, or maybe someone told them it didn't taste good, or maybe the parents were on their own STS austerity diet to gain power by omitting love from their diet.
Until a type 4 person realizes that this is the case, the type 4 person strives to find out what is their own inner defect that makes them unworthy of love, acceptance, or support - even from their parents.
This fits in perfectly with what the Michael teachings call the Chief Negative Feature of Self-Deprecation, or what psychology calls an Avoidant pattern of disordered thinking and relationships (starting with the relationship with self). From MichaelTeachings.com:
Quote:The person devalues, disparages, and slights himself. He feels that he is of little consequence among the rest of humanity. He sees others as better than himself, and looks up to them, and down on himself. The environment of the lowly one also often reflects the lack of self-esteem: a humble abode suitable for a person of modest means. Self-Deprecation is the self-image of limitation. The person feels he is limited in ability, talent, and intellect. He thinks his personal attributes and endowments are small and insignificant. In the Negative Pole of -Abasement, he is often beset with feelings of shame. He feels that he is a disgrace, a burden to himself and to everybody else.... driven by the fear of inadequacy.
Shame is about not even trying to do something good, because of a feeling that one's very existence is so unfixably defective that one has no ability or capacity to do good.
Healing comes from realizing two things. First, there was not a wonderful wellspring of love that was closed off to the type 4, self-deprecating, shame-burdened person. The well was empty. In my own case, this lifetime will never include my experiencing a sense of my mother's unconditional positive regard, acceptance, moral support and encouragement.
That is a dead well in parched desert rocks. Bringing a better bucket will not make it possible for healthy water to come out of that well. The better bucket is my hard work at expressing how much I love her and want her to be proud of me, happy about my existence, respectful of my choices in life, connected even if my beliefs and choices are different than what she would imagine would bring her the most reflected glory. I am not thirsty from one bucket after another being inadequate. I am thirsty from going again and again to an empty well.
The solution is to realize that the love of God, that should be expressed through parental love, is also available from other sources. The closest well is bone dry, but the life-sustaining flow of God's love is in other rivers, in the rain and in the fruits that trees have used to package water, all there for me to enjoy. I do not have to remain thirsty for the rest of my life.
Shame is an especially perverse trick that STS forces use to sabotage STO entities from within. If one desires to be supportive, useful, kind and loving... but what one has to offer is so defective that it must even be rejected by those who should be most close and loving... then helpfulness consists of hiding one's light, of withdrawing, not interacting, retreating into a destructive spiral of looking within for nonexistent reasons that one is below God's minimum standards.
Shame is like convincing a pilot that a perfectly good plane is allegedly full of bombs that will blow everything apart at takeoff or landing. This lie would keep a useful plane grounded, or force one already aloft to circle endlessly until it runs out of fuel. Either way, the good it should do is withheld from a false fear of defectiveness. This is what has happened in my life. And the lesson of my life is that the engines have always been just fine, with plenty of people who'd love to enjoy my next scenic cruise in perfect safety.
At best, type 4 is honest about the deepest contents of one's own heart and spirit; leading to a flow of intuitive creativity, and a unique expression of universal truths of human nature... because down below the basement is not hell, but the shared bedrock of God's love and freedom as expressed through every life.
The Frequency of Astrology and Our Changing Times This is an excellent interview about earth changes. Including pole shifts, 4th dimension, changes in nature, etc. and ensuing weirdness.
Goes into a more rapid change into 4th dimension, 3 days of darkness and more.
http://www.spiritofmaat.com/july10/changing_times.html
- Gemini Wolf
Conscious Convergence July 17-18 Is anyone else familiar with the upcoming Conscious Convergence?
http://www.spiritofmaat.com/july10/consc...gence.html
The site also has other interesting articles:
http://www.spiritofmaat.com/july10/index.htm
Contrast at Work My experience is probably similar to many others.
Some here at work talk about how drunk they got, like they drank a 12 pack and passed out. This is their way of creator experiencing itself.
I get my own buzz on energy. Not even meditation per se, but just reclining and feeling the energy flowing.
I'm not going to judge here, though I can't say exactly if one is more constructive than another.
I understand that just being in the flow allows me to hold a certain vibration that might be higher than other vibrations. Is this really all I need to do? Maybe what they are doing is right for them. Do I need to send vibrations specifically to individuals, or just hold a general light and hold no thoughts?
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a question for the board what do u consider
to be riches. how do u define that in your life. i think it would be interesting and helpful to hear the feelings of us, we , this board about this subject. norral |
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